Peculiar day

hem....30th of may 2009 had been a very very peculiar day for me...jus felt strange when de clock reached 12am..hahaha..not tat spooky but everytin started when i had a cal wif a fren...a special fren of mine...she is in UK now n we chatted through msn with our ear phone although we have different time zone..haha..we chatted for...erm..let me count..from 3am to 8am!!..haha..5 whole hours man!!..omg...from our conversation i can sense that she had grown up...not de lil baby tat i used to see that couldnt handle anything when problems occured..in tat case...i felt kinda happy for her but...i think i nid time to get used to it as i treated her differently from de others...shes a kid for me n i concern bout her so much...treated her jus like my lil baby...haha..but not now anymore...shes getting old....kekeke...anyway..glad tat u've grown matured...reli happy to c tat...so im sending my best wishes to ya Shy Yi...take care...


Cadee..Shy YI

after that....had my dinner wif elvin n wei chiat....been discussing sumtin n de topic is about 'a player'...player in relationships....haha..yeah yeah...they were takin me as their topic again on the dinner table..but..they did point out sumtin...sumtin on de behaviour of a boy..trying to get sumtin from a gurl....n de way a boy acted..for me it is normal and probably gentleman but....it cant be applied in malaysia as..what they said 'malaysians r stil conservative!!...u treated them that way u may make them missunderstand'...besides that..u guys luvs to keep on talkin bout the past..im not sure wads de intention but..u guys jus luv it...(guan seng, JN82 and many more)..although im immuned to it but..haha..im not cold blooded n im not taking tat relationship as a game..stil hav feelin on it, assholess...hem...get back to the gentleman thing...i've never thought of it...cuz every boys may treat a gurl like tat rite???...haih...haha..anyway..thanks 4 de whole nite of 'lecturing'...haha


after that came back n sat in front of my laptop..facing it doin nothing n recalled on what they said...n it confused me a lot~!!!...aahhh...don care...so go on downloading songs...come across a song called 'about you now' from sugababes...hem..should b a nice song bcuz i kinda like sugababes...downloaded it n i listen to the lyric...to my suprised tis song is de answer for all my probs....i cant reli describe de feeling but it did recall lots of memories and...this song is more on turning back with their loves one....but i prefer walking straight and this song is giving encouragement to go ahead, march forward!!.........'and now i reli know...how i feel about you now'....










Mr Elvin EE
Mr Oh Wei Chiat

THANKS BROS!!!

wad'd passed had passed..i will not bring yesterday back around....although i know

how i feel about you now...but it is jus a feeling and a feeling can be stored forever...not being together but the feeling of keeping you aside...thanks...tis song is de key for everything...haha...elvin!!!!...wei chiat!!!!!!!!!!!....i understand wad r u guys trying to say!!!!!!!!!....thanks thankss!!!!