Orientation Nite Jan 09

hem..jus got back from rehearsal..cant stand it anymore..not bcuz of too many works but everytin flashed back into my mind when ur de organising chairperson 4 an onite..i don hav de courage to stay there 4 long..wad'd got into me??!!...but i think things wil get to normal when time passes..i jus nid time...so wish me luck every1...

3 tests 2molo n i stil nid to go 4 de rehearsal..damn..kinda bored wif onite edy but no choice..used to quarrel like hell 4 onite..haha..did recall lots of stuff..dono y everytin wil jus pop out in mind when im in nilai..especially my apartment tat im living in..

'if u reli luv her, jus set her free'...i did..but i cant set myself free at tis moment..probably jus at tis moment...no1 reli understands me...Cyprian= danger n player...FARK U GUYS MAN!!!!!!!!!...JUS SAY IT IN FRONT OF ME N DON GOSSIP WHEN I WAS NOT AROUND!!...SHOW ME UR FARKING PROVE THEN!!

im stil me...no1 wil ever understand me...only me myself..n u...

11th of Feb 2009

I used to call you my girl...
Iused to call you my friend...
I used to call you the love...
The love that I never had...

You were all that I want...
You were all that I need...
Can you see how i feel...
Can you see that my pain...so real...

When I think of you...
I don't know what to do...
When will I see you again...

I miss you like crazy...
Even more than words can say...
Every minute of everyday...
I am so down when your loves are not around...

Im gonna miss you.....