sandakan from de outlooks but innerlooks r kuala lumpur??!!

hahaha...in my lovely hometown now...but 1 thing that reli shocked me was...let me start from de 1st step i arrive sdk on sunday..reach here exactly at 10.20...parents came to pick me up and was so so hapi to c my mum...

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tis is my mum..haha..stil in her cute lil chubby body posture...haha..a huge hug n kisses were given..whaha..

then straight to a place called indah jaya for my breakfast...when i reached there, wad a suprise was the whole indah jaya was so so so dead!!!!!...it used to b a family day...crowded with families and uncountable ppl walking around...no cars...no ppl...no no no!!...weird rite??..damn..besides thats it was a shocking news tat price of foods in sdk had increased...beef noodle was RM3.50 when i was stil here..n when i reached sdk tis time my favourite beef noodle increase to RM5.50 per bowl!!!..omg..its reli taking my breath away..wad is happening in sandakan???...let me guess...bcuz of de increament of petrol price..everybody is takin de increament 4 granted!!..damn...its hard to find a beef noodle at RM5.50 in nilai or johor...sigh...

but jesselton is stil jesselton...my favourite cafe in sandakan..stil in de same price and feelin comfortable when im in it...im in jesselton now...enjoying and relaxing myself with a cup of ice americano and a choc moist cake..haha..yummy....here r some pics of jesselton coffee..haha

how do u guys think about it??..haha..do come to sandakan n gimme a cal..ill b ur tour guide n im sure u wont regret 4 coming to sdk..haha..then in this sem break..i think im gonna spend most of my timein jesseton coffee...haha...anyway..got to go now..dad waiting 4 me at home..4 my dinner..opppsss...its 7.16 now...gonna b late..haha..ill update u guys again ya..do gimme some time..haha..bye bye!!!

back but not back

finally..exams over!!!..haha..felt tired after my exam but managed to clean de whole house n my room all by myself until 11 something..its not itring at all but de cleaning relaxed me..weird huh??..haha..its 3.19am now n i have to get awake at 5am as i hav a flight to catch at 7.15..where am i heading to??..haha..of course to my lovely hometown...SANDAKAN!!!..feeling excited to meet my parents after a few months in nilai...yeah ur rite..a mummy's boy huh??

goin back soon but im goin to be far from my baby..don feel like goin back actually n i never plan to go back on tis sem break!!..cuz of my stupid weak body tat made me sick seriously 4 almost 3 to 5 daysss, worried by my family and forced to go back...hemm..shouldnt use de word force..haha..but...i can feel de distance..getting far from each other if i get back...or mayb its jus de 1st few days after u've left me behind??...i do wish to overcome it as its reli hurting me a lot..

alone again at home...stil remember de sofa my dear??..u were helping me with my grey hair..setting de price of RM1 for each of my grey hair..haha..let me tel u 1 thing..jus let me owe u as much as i can so that i can pay my debt in my lifetime...im willing to use my entire life to pay u my debt so that i can b with you all de time...im surely miss u...when im not with you..do take good care of urself and bcome my baby tat i used to know...NO DIET FOR U MAAAMMM!!!...if u get thinner when i meet ya...u will b dead..haha...

ill b goin back soon...but far from my baby...ill miss u my dear...muacksss...BACK BUT NOT BACK....

the torturing moment

GOD....please bless me 2molo for my paper..i know i will only turn to u when problem is rite in front of me..im so soli 4 that but i reli wish u can send me your blessingss...im about to sit 4 my exam later at 8 to 10 continue with another at 5 to 7..im trying my best now to review on what i've revised but...my mind is totally blank now!!...pls pls pls...

tis is de 1st time...struggling in my studies..as i know i can handle theories..but not at this moment..omg!!!..what should i do...if u were here with me...i bet i wont b tat stress..giving me ur support would b de med to cure everything...look at ur pic wil make me smile..look at my room will bring emptiness..if possible i wish to move to hostel when ur finally go to aus...anyway...its 2am sharp...time to stick my butt to the chair again..

envy envy envy...ah kok, hes playing computer games now..haha..enjoying himself after de war..but 1 thing i got touched by him..he said:

kok: eh..studying ah??..aiyooo...im very sien...dono waad can i do after exam..haih...

cyprian: damn u...no choice...

kok: aih..since i hav nonthing to do..ill accompany u til 8am. although i don nid to sit 4 my exam 2molo..ok mou??

cyprian: haha...bullshit la u!!

until now..hes stil awake..usually he wont b awake at tis time..such a good asshole..haha...opppsss...talk too much...time to go!..haa..

he is the man...adrian aka ah kok

when i turn my back from you

14 of aug..exactly at 1.56pm...i've spent not more than a minute staring at your face...one last hug before u leave...its reli killing me..de hard feelings that suddenly popped out from my heart when i walked straight to the elevator...from that second i can felt the lonesome was jus right in front of me...im not dare to look at u 4 more than a minute..i know i cant manage to overcome the feelings of getting stabbed by a knife..i chosed to walk straight and without looking back and say goodbye...once i got back...the room is so empty without u...parts of my stuff were in the room...wheres urs??...wheres ur dirty clothes??..wheres ur cosmetics??...and where is ur small piggy pillow??...they will not appear in my room anymore..the whole house is empty..the emptiness keeps on flooding in...yeah..ah kok, my cousin was here wif me..but its not the same..the room belongs to us...but...i jus cant suit it!!...the room is not for me only...haiihhh

i wish i can turn back the time...stop it right there and u will b here again..with me all the time...dinner together, take our nap together, bullshit with each other...tis is a test for us...i know we can overcome it 4 sure!!..but..i jus cant face it all by myself...im totally a stranger to myself now...i dono who i am when ur not here wif me...mayb im too dependant...im writting tis blog at 2.24am-15th of aug...i hope u will stay by my side again...

i promise u ill take good care of myself...i wont let u wori bout me k??..i will keep my word...elwez remember the do's and dont's..haha..but i jus wan u to know..i miss u baby..im totally lost without u...i cant find myself...where am i??..u brought me home as well??...aihh...its getting late now...gonna sleep soon...n im gonna sleep 2nite all myself tonite..hope i can overcome the loneliness and sleep soundly without ur hug...finally..luv u elwez n miss ya...Huey Ling..