Improvements

I WILL NOT LET THE SAME INCIDENT HAPPEN ON ME TWICE....i thought i was tougher but actually i am not...haha....was suprised when i felt the same way once it poped out....was tired like hell but stil...couldn't make myself to bed...i thought everything is over?? i thought you are no longer existed....but in the end....i was just lying to myself....but glad that you changed it...and it is now a fact and all i can do is to face it....heartache.....upset....I CAN SENSE THAT I WAS A FOOL BACK IN THE PAST....

but i have just promised myself that i will not let the same incident happen again...by not standing here all the time without improving myself....thanks for everything...it was never a regret to me but stil...it was not a great memory....i can't even accept it can be that 'soon'....haha...

everthing is over and now...a new phase of life has jus begun.....and i will seek for achievements and improvements...to convince myself that i am not that weak...all the best.....

I did it

proud of myself in making everythings clear...should be relieved since everythings over, no more guessing and no more dragging...but...darn~~ everythings gone...really gone...what do i want actually?? what the hell am i doing?? since i've made this decision and now i don like wad i've done...fuck myself...

well~~ shouldn be turning back rite?? since u told me to be myself and make everythings clear by setting up a thicker wall for myself..i did!!! haha...but i think i need time to recover everything...was so suprised that i was your consultant all the time but now...everything goes in de other way round...ur my consultant now~ haha..funny and i cant believe you are the one who wake me up...hmmm~~~

all i can do is to think of de way to talk me..'close your door and allow the only person u wanted her to enter into your heart' omg~!! hahaha...you are funny and cute...yet....i like it...hehehe...alrite..will stick to everytin tat u've told me..thanks anyway....

Back In Town

hey folks~!! its been a while since i update about myself here...haha...and now...im back in town since everything has changed...glad that im back but...of course..been facing ups and downs these few months...just need to accept everything since it is a fact right??

everything has changed..my life, circle of friends and many more..its totally different from what it used to be...keep on telling myself that i can get back to my previous life...but.........hell noo~!!! should b proud of myself cuz i really cant do such thing anymore...cool~!! learnt a lot in the hardships~!! AND ITS REALLY A LOT!!

been buzy for the last few weeks..and its time to settle down...concentrate in my studies..and by the way..thanks for waking me up...from that day onwards....it is farking stupid to be stubborn and damn...NEVER EVER APPRECIATE OR PUT YOUR FARKING HOPES IN SOMETHING OR SOMEONE THAT WILL NEVER RESPECT AND APPRECIATE YOU~!!

cheerssss~~!!