it has been a relaxing day..doin de same thing everyday...but when it comes to nite..a fren nudge me..tellin me bout her probs wif her bf...n guess wut...it recalled my memories...i started to c 'her' again in everytin...its like everytin...went out 4 a fresh air...n its even worst...i look at the car parked...a car is missing...a car tat used to bring hapiness to me...but it jus drove off...n it wont come back anymore...i keep on tellin myself...its over...its reli over...a voice called out from de bottom of my heart...'i don wish to end'......but no choice...now i reli understand de feelin of loosing sum1 important in ur live...like wad de movies elwez say, if u luv sum1, jus let her find her hapiness..shes hapi n u'll b hapi too...n i know shes havin her happiest life now when he appeared...seriously...no hatred on u bro..instead i felt sorry 4 her 4 wasting her 2 years time wif me..if she met u earlier...she wouldn b suffering so much...thanks 4 makin her happy again...thanks bro...
probably its not de time yet...i shouldnt involve myself in any relationships...its my prob...once again..i've made a wrong decisions...is reliability n love hav de same meaning??...am i living too much in memories??..APPRECIATION...i reli wish i would appreciate wad i used to hav...i reli wish de time would stop moving forward...but no such thing will happen...i lost my keys 4 several times...im so anxious bout it..i don wish to lose it..its not de keys i wanted de most..but the moon..the moon has been seperated 4 nearly a year..it wont b a full moon anymore...but stil...half of it remain in me...i rather keep de only thing 4 myself...de 1 and only thing...
cyprian justin lee nyit loong!!!!!..b tough my fren...there wont b miracle happend on ya..as u've done too much sins...tis is wad u get as a punishment...and ur doin it again as u know who u wanted de most......theres gonna b a hardships in every relationships..once u've got beaten once..there wont b any victory again...so wad??!!!...stand on ur feet again n fight!!!!!!
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