Pranky Nite

wow...it has been a very fun n exciting nite...alrite...i got punk'd..haha...here how de story goes...

dono y i feel like being alone 2day so called up to her n told her i wana hav my private time..same goes on n on she keeps on askin y...n as u know im kinda bad tempered so raised up my voice a lil bit on de fon wif her...finally...she leave me alone...so i keep on fb-ing n around 11 sumtin...sum1 called...

a fren of her called- Cyprian..where ru??...ester got bumped by a car and she is having a serious injury now n sent to a hospital called Ampang Puteri Hospital and nid to b operated...

i was like....wtf....in my mind at tat very moment how can things can happen easily???..i din reli trust at tat moment..so having a clear thought i talk to her fren...

ester's fren- wad'd u done to her??...y she is so upset n ran out of her house after reading ur blog??

come on...if u wana know y don u read my blog then??..i told her...n things goes on n on...her ex called...tellin to b careful and he gonna make me pay 4 tis incident...at tat time im goin to take a hand cream as u know im 'ALLERGIC TO BULLSHITS'...haha..din reli care wad did he say...

but their acting reli scares me as they sound so serious...luckily sum1 came to help..guess who she is...hahaa..SHIN HUI is de saviour of the day!!...thansk to her..she has done me a big favour..googled every hospitals in ampang and sent it to me through text msg..haha...of course i wanted to find out the truth so i called every hospitals to look 4 her record...guess wut...no record of hers in all de hospitals tat i've called!!..wow!!

ester's fren n ex- she nid an operation as her injury is very serious and a large amount of blood type O needed...

wtf.....is a patient is having an operation in a hospital....there wont b any record in tat hospital??? sounds stupid rite???...haha...but stil..i put my trust in her til i confirm everytin...called those hospitals again and ask 4 de recent patient tat were sent 2 hours ago...not even a case tat matches her situation...n tat very moment i feel like killing sum1...alrite i got punk'd

made my final decision...change my status in facebook without giving her a notice...CYPRIAN JUSTIN LEE IS SINGLE AND AVAILABLE AGAIN....been a tiring nite...but fun when u achieved de victory in ur hand...,haha...as if like im playing games..haha...

how can a adult hav these kinda thoughts anyway??...told her and her frens not to treat me as a kid as im younger than them...im not stupid k??...told u 4 hundred time...IM NOT STUPID!!!..u guys r like even younger than me in mind....haih...disappointment of course..cant believe i would fall for tat...but i can find out de truth in a glimpse of eyes..haha..im not so stupid and naif anyway...

Ps: know u gonna read my blog..tis msg is for u...don b a jerk next time...u wana get her back??...do it legally...now i've released her but stil..she wont get back to ya...darn

My life in hell

i dono y relationships keep on bothering me..im not only saying bout love of course...jus made me living in hell now...damn damn damn...rather lock myself in de room...instead of goin out wif lots of 'rifle, arrow, bomb, anytin sharp' that wil fly towards me...do i look like a target 4 u guys??..dono y...born to hav those faces i think...haha..wadever..not reli important anyway..


sigh~~..being emo these few days...im not sure wad'd happened but i know..sumtin hav happened..i jus don wana make it explosive...but im not sure whether that prob reli exist or not...haha...complicated ey??..its reli confusing as well but it does ruin my day...i've told myself that my next relationship would b de last for me...but...i tried n tried n tried..its jus doesnt feel de right way..i dono why..so i keep on askin myself..r u stil here wif me??..i can definitely say no...its jus sumtimes being emo when i had a lil alcoholic drink...haha...but i know ur not the main prob..

***Shy yi...i reli wana say thank you for being understanding and giving me a chance to release all my stress...im relieved...i dono y u wil pop out everytime when im havin my worst time...as if u know im in a very very bad condition...i was so touched tat even ur in UK or US or where ever u r..u wil stil find ur very best way to keep contact wif me..oh my god...when i pick up ur fon i was like...finally...sum1 is here for me...u wont make feel tat im an ass...although everybody does think like tat..u wil only make me laugh n smile n being crazy...haha..spending a great time wif ya only on de fon...wish u were here wif me n observe my farking life im into now...pls pls pls...come back earlier n do take care of urself ya...only u can make me smile...thanks 4 de cal....missya***


hem...wad is the prob anyway??..being with sumbody tat u don reli luv...i got it..tats the main thing...wads happening to me??..i've keep on making wrong decisions after that incident...1stly...a gurl tat i know from a club..not those kinda club but a club or society in inti...manage to get well wif her..but ended up...shes not de 1...darn..nvm...

then another gurl...like wad u guys called her as Miss N...kinda work things out but...stil...shes jus being too much of herself...everytin in her ways 'ONLY'..n she thinks that shes dominating de relationship..alrite...u dono who ru messing wif young lady...finally ur turn...u gave me alot of comfort n i know u understand me alot...trying to b de best of all...but wad i felt...

i don like to date wif my mobile......

i don like to b disturbed in a few hours time....keep on callin n callin!!!

i don like to b informed of wad my gf is up to...y cant u tel me?? (ur housemates, ur ex, ur fans, wtf!)

i don like u to keep on thinkin nonsense stuff cuz of 'i din pick up de fon'

i don like 'oh..im in nilai edy'...after a few mins...'ohh im on my way back'
come on..its like very obvious......don lie to me

i don like 'oh ya...i can b considered a pretty so do watch over me in case sumbody grab me away from ya'...my god...

if a person reli luvs sum1..im sure he or she wil tolerate n try to work things out...rite??..probs wil b solved instead of throwing it aside or wut...but for me..i find it reli reli IRRITATING AND ANNOYING!!!!!!....U REMIND ME OF SUM1 THAT GAVE ME THOSE FEELIN BUT AT LEAST SHE BETTER...

i've never felt so so...................AAAHHHHH~!!!!.......
not de time yet to involve myself in any relationship...

but it jus keep on coming!!!...hahaha..not trying to say anytin but...it reli does...haha...we'll c who wil b de next then...hehehe

ps: soli guys...i dono wad kinda of deco or pics should i put in a post..bare wif me..wont come out wif a 'fully word' post again...promise..hehehe

U recalled my memories

it has been a relaxing day..doin de same thing everyday...but when it comes to nite..a fren nudge me..tellin me bout her probs wif her bf...n guess wut...it recalled my memories...i started to c 'her' again in everytin...its like everytin...went out 4 a fresh air...n its even worst...i look at the car parked...a car is missing...a car tat used to bring hapiness to me...but it jus drove off...n it wont come back anymore...i keep on tellin myself...its over...its reli over...a voice called out from de bottom of my heart...'i don wish to end'......but no choice...now i reli understand de feelin of loosing sum1 important in ur live...like wad de movies elwez say, if u luv sum1, jus let her find her hapiness..shes hapi n u'll b hapi too...n i know shes havin her happiest life now when he appeared...seriously...no hatred on u bro..instead i felt sorry 4 her 4 wasting her 2 years time wif me..if she met u earlier...she wouldn b suffering so much...thanks 4 makin her happy again...thanks bro...

probably its not de time yet...i shouldnt involve myself in any relationships...its my prob...once again..i've made a wrong decisions...is reliability n love hav de same meaning??...am i living too much in memories??..APPRECIATION...i reli wish i would appreciate wad i used to hav...i reli wish de time would stop moving forward...but no such thing will happen...i lost my keys 4 several times...im so anxious bout it..i don wish to lose it..its not de keys i wanted de most..but the moon..the moon has been seperated 4 nearly a year..it wont b a full moon anymore...but stil...half of it remain in me...i rather keep de only thing 4 myself...de 1 and only thing...

cyprian justin lee nyit loong!!!!!..b tough my fren...there wont b miracle happend on ya..as u've done too much sins...tis is wad u get as a punishment...and ur doin it again as u know who u wanted de most......theres gonna b a hardships in every relationships..once u've got beaten once..there wont b any victory again...so wad??!!!...stand on ur feet again n fight!!!!!!