Betrayal

i've messed up everytin...owning something that would bring benefits for myself...betrayal had happened in my life..betray myself for my own benefits and i know it would bring sadness and probably trouble to myself and the other side....im turning into somebody that i barely dont understand...everybody will definitely say 'NO' and 'you are an ass for doing such a thing'......but i've made up my mind...i will never turn back like wad i used to do..cuz i know there wont b anything tat wil giv u another chance...even when u know u hav done something wrong n u wish to turn it back but....de answer wil be no......

So....im hoping for a miracle to happen once im walkin along this path..probably it wil turn out to b....genuine....i hope it reli does...im sure that im doin this is jus for my benefits....n im doing something that will b hurtful...im sick of the opinions and impressions on wad people is lookin at me...since i hav these kinda impressions for u guys...y don i make it obviously??..probably u guys will shut up if i make it to de worst?? i know it wont happen anyway....cuz....cyprian lee is like wad the others said...

im sick of proving myself...if u wan it tat way...ill show u tat way and im doin de worst of all now!!..betraying myself for my very own benefits...but stil..i can say that im scare of myself...y would i ever think of these stuff when i know its wrong...i can feel de goose bumps when i think of it...its jus so scary..one step forward...n there wont b turning back...

i hope everytin wil turn in a better way.......pls pls pls...i don wana b hurtful...n i wont ask for forgiveness from u if u found out 1 day....

Killing Spreee!!!

Attention!!!...this is de last view of Yo Yo (Yuen Li@Shirley's dog) as im GONNA KILL IT RITE AWAY...any last wish for Yo Yo??...OMG!!!...tis dog is so so annoying n keep on barking in de middle of the nite....luckily Yuen Li was sleepin last nite if not im gonna dump Yo Yo at de rubbish bin downstairs...im not sure y would tis dog luvs to stay awake and wont get tired...n keep on distrubing everybody....any interested??..im gonna sell u tis dog..for...erm...RM 20...haha..better than RM 10 at least..not tat cheap...

Ps: Yo Yo..i do appreciate ya..look at de price i offered to the market..RM 20 bucks
man!!!...haha..anyway..jus jokin...hopefully Yun Li wont notice my blog...but serious...i do wana kill tis dog or keep her mouth shut...damn annoying n torturing...HELP ME ANYONE!!!!!!


LOOK AT HER!!!..FEEL LIKE SQUEEZING HER TIL SHE CHOKED!!...DAMN..hehehe...jus jokin...im not so cruel to animals actually..kekek