heart killer

trick shot in nilai- u were my 1st student in pool..haha..u looked so funny when u hold de cue..was so bad tempered when i thought u at de 1st time..haha..so soli..not dare to go there anymore...u did take some pic 4 me...all my poses...haha

inti's cyber cafe- went there when both of us do not hav our laptop with us..feeding frenzy??..haha..u intro tat game to me..nearly throw the mouse cuz its reli a hapenning game..n im not dare to stay there 4 a long time..

mosque in inti- our 1st date??..should b..used to sit there n chat til very very late...haha..spend most of our night time there..hanging around n being silly..stil remember i hold ur hands very tight n spin u around..haha..if theres no important things..im sure i wont step into hostel area..

behind dining hall- u cried there..apologising 4 makin me suffered...haha..soli 4 not considering ur feelings..forcing u to make a hard decision..but u made it at last..thanks 4 de chance...chat bout our future in dining hall..tat time i knew u were de 1..de only 1..i swear i wont go to dining hall..i don hav de courage to b there

behind de swimmin pool- we had a great time there..being ourselves n chat wadever we can...u elwez say wana go 4 a walk n tat is our place..haha..i know u luv it..although we're feeding de mosquito but we don care..haha..u took my winston there..made me a small box of cigarette..i stil hav it wif me...thanks 4 de effort..but i couldnt stand it..smoke in de end...soli 4 giving u such a big disappointment...

sports hall- haha..caught me smoking when i was havin a break...u din say anyitn..but i know u suffered so much...im so soli..start from 26th of sept...u left me on tat day...n i smoke even more...i reli don wana b alone..when im alone ill think of so many things...

pontian- my favourite place in west malaysia...guan seng, cool!!..ah po..the best!!!..tian hai..had a hokkien mee there..its delicious 4 me..ur dad's office..de 1st time i hav a face to face wif those oil palm..did help ur parents wif those bills...miss them so much..temple..was treated like a superhuman there..haha..ur house...i do hav my own room there...JN82...not taking u 4 granted...but i reli do miss de time v spent in de car..i miss pontian..but i don hav any courage to go there..promise ur bro to go there..but i know i've made an empty promise..soli...

my room- empty..empty n empty..memories r stil wif me..i reli don wish to stay in tis house anymore..i cant stand de pain...evertin here reli reminds me of ur existence..u cheered me up..u gav me hope...we worked together...u tought me maths..we spent most of our time in our house..a warmth feeling...but..........u took it back..everything...

melaka- went to melaka few days ago..butterfly park???...crocodile farm??...got fed up wif ah ku's drving??...n here comes a shocking news from a lady...tat time ur so disappointed...starting to pull out ur love slowly n slowly...may i turn back the time??

genting- our last trip was in genting..hem..kinda had fun...was having all those question mark in my mind...y u act differently??..expected...but...til now i also cant accept it...im so soli..i lied at u tat i wil recover soon...but i dono when wil de wound will be healed...only u hav de med..but i know..u've thrown the med away..

sentul- i've jus known a fren from sentul...when she told me shes from sentul..i cant even hold my thought n tears...memories in sentul keep on flooding in..i was clubbing at tat time..erm..yesterday i think...in maison....

02 oct 2008, 11.43pm..i received ur msg..tellin me ur last n final decision...i reli don wana make u suffer..i willin to let u go...cuz..u wil never put ur trust in me again..i can feel it...i've never pulled out my trust in u..i jus cant stand to c my love...is walking away from me...u know im a very bad tempered person...but my bad tempered made u walked even faster...trust?? been together 4 2 years..no trust??..ur weird...a big disappointment...

wana giv a special thanks to all my frens, especially elvin and gary...thanks bro...u were there 4 me when i was weak...u accompanied me most of de time...but...its reli hard 4 me to get healed...special thank to ka yinng, spendin ur time although ur in uk now..thanks...thanks sis..luvya elwez...called me so many times to check on me...appreciate it alot...thanks mum n dad...although dad's msg is kinda sacarstic...but..i know u jus wan me to hapi...n 1 more person i wana say thanks...ur elwez there wif me when im down...thanks ming wei...

i wana confess myself...i told u guys im ok...cyprian is a hapi go lucky guy ma..no problem la~!!...i lied...i reli cant stand de feelings...i reli nid a big big plaster....

u jus walked away...din even turn back...ill b here standing...n charge all the way by myself...miss u